Enjoy your life

Assalammualaikum,

Back then, i thought being a 20 years old adult is such a pain in the ass as i keep on getting difficulty each day. So, i gonna tell you why i said that, on semester 4 i been scolded by my lecturer, my idea got rejected, got into a fight with my best friend, got rejected by my crush, have to do the group assignment alone with no help from others and my health performance are not too good as well, and there lot of other things happened to me. But somehow, after i got out from the hospital the other day, I'm kinda appreciate life even more as i been thinking how i take life for granted before i'm fit and well. Moreover, it's kind like i received a miracle in life after that. I'm quite happy with my life with the lovely people around me. I learnt to moved on from things that won't meant for me. I smile for small things even more, like driving? I did things for myself. As i said, i appreciate life even more, so i went for a movie night with my friends just after we finished our final examination. Before, i will just go straight home but i realized life is too short for not enjoying your life. I was happy the whole time. I admit it.  So, basically i think life is not that bad, it what you think that's matter. Once you love the life you live, life won't be so cruel to you but hey, there will be no rainbow without a rain rite? ;)

Note: Don't take life for granted. 

Dengue Fever

Assalammualaikum,

Hi there, so I'm on my study week now. It's over actually but it just that now, my next paper is in a huge gap so yeah another 1 week of holidays. Back to the topic, dengue? Well, 1 week ago, i was in the hospital due to dengue. I tell you, dengue is no joke. Seriously. Well, i don't know how or when did it happened. But everyone think, i got dengue from Shah Alam since there's a lot of cases happened in my Campus. But i think i got lucky when i got admitted to the Hospital only when I was back in Penang. It was on my day 3 in Penang i guess, the morning i wake up, all my muscle are in pain, lost my appetite and headache. Later at night, i went to the clinic. The doctor said it was just a normal virus at first and maybe because i studied too hard until i got no rest. But then the next morning, i become more tired so i went to Lam Wah Ee Hospital, go for a blood test and the result was bad. It a positive dengue. It was only on Friday i got admitted to Gleneagles Hospital. Stayed there for 1 week, damn I'm wish i will never be in Hospital anymore. The nurse won't stop bother me with medicine, injections and everything. Oh yeah, i did my examination in the Hospital, well got some experiences tho. Anyway, the food is not quite bad. Kinda tasty. (After i got my appetite back).  However, I'm all good now but still not fully recover yet. 

Notes: "Don't let mosquitoes bite you and take good care of yourself!."

Busking

Assalammualaikum,

Group for busking

On 14 January 2017, we have held an event at Don's Diner regarding to our assignment for poetry and lyrics writing. The day before, we borrowed an audio equipment from our faculty, borrowing those things are so annoying because we have to learn so much on how to connect those things, how does the thing functioning, moreover the equipment is so damn heavy. Since, our performance was on Saturday, we have to take those equipment 1 day early and bring it home with us. Moving forward, on the performance day, since Farina and i was the only one who been taught on using the equipment, we have to go there earlier than others. But somehow, since we only rent one car,which is Exora, we have to make a 2 way trip. First trip is sending me, Farina and the equipment. The second trip is bring the participant. By 6, everyone was there, including the performers which is my friends from Aswara. The event started at 8pm but at 7 we still doesn't set up our equipment due to our technical problem. Luckily,Achik settled up everything and the performance starts at 8;15pm. There are 5 poems and 5 lyrics in total that we perform.  The performance ended at 10 pm. It was really fun busking for the first time, even tho there's so much things i have to deal with. But still, gaining new knowledge is everything that you can't ask for more. 

The performer from Aswara

Note: "Challenge yourself to experience new things!"

Meeting with old friends

Assalammualaikum,

On 26. November.2016, after almost 2 months staying in Penang for my semester break. I've finally decided to hangout with my high school friends which is Isha and Maryam.Unlike other girls, i really like to hangout at 'mamak' or any restaurant, as long as their have foods. I don't really mind but since things might getting awkward so we planned to go to Queen's Bay. And because of my lack of confidence, Maryam drove us there. Thanks a lot, Yam. When we reached there, honestly we have nothing plan at all. So, we just wandering around and chatting. Luckily, we have so much to talk about since we didn't see each other for such quite long. We go there just to have our lunch tho, at Johnny's but that's okay as long as i can eat. Honestly, I'm glad that i spent all day with both of them. And it seem weird, how can we talked normally even tho we didn't see each other for such quite long. Anway, thank you for hanging out with me. Let's meet again soon, Pal. 

Third semester result

Assalammualaikum,

15.Nov.16 at 12 am, Uitm diploma students will received their result and I'm one of it. On my previous semester, i usually  will wait till 12 am and get panicked. But on this current semester i just don't give a damn about it but not that i don't think about it at all (Of course i did). I don't give a damn about it because my attention are being distracted by a game.While everyone stressing over their result and there's me stressing because i can't play the game  I've been downloading it on my laptop. So, i gave up and continue playing game on my xbox. It's almost 3 am that time and i feels like checking my result so i opened up my email and there's an email from Uitm. I was nervous and keep telling myself to accept what ever it is. When i checked it, i got confuse with cgpa and gpa. I thought the current semester is the cgpa and i feels disappointed with myself because my cgpa falling 0.01. Don't blame me, it's 3 am and i got confused so i asked my sister what are the differences between cgpa and gpa? She told me that cgpa is the total semester and gpa is the current semester pointer. I was so blur that time and told her my gpa is 3.56 and she said 'You got dean list' and screw me and replied 'Don't lie, 4.0 is dean list' and then i came to my sense i remember that 3.50 and above is dean list. And I'm not falling, i compared it with my previous semester gpa with this cgpa. Lol. But i still don't believe it so i open the students portal and check on it and it's written on my result 'AD (DEAN LIST)' I was shocked and excited at the same time. I did not sleep all day and waited for fajr prayer so i can tell my parents about this news. And they're happy about it.

Students always wanted to get dean list including me. Most of my friends gave up on semester 2 on getting dean list and keep on saying all they wanted is to pass all paper,they even asked me if i believe i could get dean list? and i always say 'I'll always target for dean list even if it seems impossible' i failed proving it twice but that's doesn't mean i can't prove it after failing. Thank god, i finally did it. 

Note: "In order to succeed, we must first believe that we can." - Nikos Kazantzakis

A date with Alien

Assalammualikum,

14.September.2016

I have a date with someone who has a special place in my heart which is my favourite alien. 

Siti Zawanah binti Azizi. She's weird that why i called her Alien. So, here it goes. When we reached Queensbay. We're supposed to watched Train to Busan like we have been planned but she forgot her i/c. Seriously? (Nah, i don't really mind) So, we changed our planned and watched A Secret life of pets. It is cartoon but no one are too old for cartoon rite? , infact it is suitable for every ages. I'm going to admit it, it is a nice film. Probably, i'm going to suggest this movie to those who are an animal lover and those who have pets. The movie is so adorable. Okay enough with the movie. (getting used to it). So, basically we have no idea what to do in Queensbay so basically we just gossiping while walking. Lol We talked about many things and especially about boys. Lols And when we're out of Queensbay. we have our dinner at Nasi Kandaq Deen Maju. The queue is so damn long but thank god we have lots of patience. That is our first time trying nasi kandaq deen maju! Sedarpp! So, i guess, that's all.

So, to my dear Alien

Thank you for the date. Eventho it's been 9 months we did not see each other but you still you! (masih eja nama aku with 'K', it's 'Q') And you don't even make the situation awkward or bored. I really did have fun meeting you again. Hope to see you again. Bestie 

- Who else could it be?

Of course, it's me :

Monsta 

From Shah alam to Dengkil

Assalammualaikum,

On 3/sept/16 at nigth i has been dealing with all my rental car contact just to rent a car on the next day but since budak degree dah masuk belajar balik. I tell you, i tough for me just to rent a car for damn one day! cause semua cakap like this..

'Maaf dik, kereta dah penuh'

But luckily Abg Fakhrul, still got car! (the last number i contact tho) So, on 4 sept mula la mission aku dengan kawan-kawan untuk drive dari Shah alam to Dengkil just to attend Kurnia brother's wedding ceremony. Since i have lack of confident, Mahira la jadi driver. Since i was the co-driver, of course la tak sesat. (dengan bantuan googlemap) In fact we reached our destination earlier than the wedding ceremony schedule. Since it's kenduri kawin.. What do you expect us to do? Of course, makan and sembang. Suppose to be there for one particular hour and end up stay there for 3/4 hours! Masa nak balik, Mahira tak boleh keluarkan kereta dari parking lot since parking lot tu kecik, maka aku la keluarkan. Time nak ubah tempat, aku malas nak keluar so aku just langkah pi tempat duduk sebelah which mean aku kena angkat kain aku. And time tu pulak ada laki lalu tengok aku sambil ucap 'astaghfirullahh'. And i be like ' seriously? aku pakai seluar pnjng kot dlm kot' but then kur realize tayar kami kempis. pergi shell. Semua tak tau pam tayar and aku terpaksa pergi kat abang kerja shell tu minta pamkan. While tengah pam, ada kereta budak laki berhenti belakang kereta aku siap cakap 

'Bawak kereta tahu, pam tayar tak tahu'

pala bana dia, driving school pun tak belajaq pam tayar. (tak memang salah aku pun) Bapak malu. Nvm. when we reached Shah Alam, kami berhenti laman seni sek 7 and dibawah adalah hasilnya.

Writing Camp

Assalammualaikum,

Hi there! It's been a long time, i did not update my blog so here i am updating my blog with a new story!. So on 27 and 28 of August, courses aku ada buat program which is kem writing. Basically, kem tu just for class aku ja, i dont know why. Bak kata depa, nak eratkan silaturrahim antara kami yang hidup berpuak. So, wujud la kem ni. At first, aku memang berkeras tak mau pi kem langsung since it's sooo old school! But then i have been forced to! Let me just tell you how it goes. On 27/8/16. Bas lambat almost 1 hour and sesat , that time of course aku berharap kem cancel since aku pergi tanpa rela but we reached our destination juga. Meeting with Jamal Raslan and he taught us about finding your voice in a poem. That was a great session.We even have a campfire poetry. The first day of the camp was really tiring but i admit i have lots of fun at first, sampailah malam before nak masuk cabin. Lecturer rendamkan kami dalam pool disebabkan tak jaga barang yang dia bagi, mood aku yang baru nak suka kem tu terus jadi benci terus. Sapa ja tak geram disebabkan group lain yang salah, semua kena rendam. Tak kelakar. Then, the second day was my favourite. Hari kedua ada aktiviti lasak, so at first kena berzumba and to be honest aku tak follow pun sapa yang guide kat depan, aku dengan kawan yang dok kat belakang buat macam-macam kejap menari salsa kejap bertinju but somehow we did have fun. Aku selalu pi hiking but kali ni, track dia paling payah sebab kena masuk sungai nak pi seberang. Lepas balik dari mandi air terjun, kami buat aktiviti lasak it was my fav as well. Kena meniarap dekat lumpur, masuk selut, merangkak dalam pvc and so on. And that's all, to be honest, i;m glad i joined this camp.

Ismi Fa Ismail

Assalammualaikum,

I guess ramai yang tau about this novel, and even dah habis baca kesemua set novel "Jangan baca novel ni" but somehow aku nak juga cerita about this novel. Jangan risau, aku tak habaq flow cerita dia macam mana, tak nak la jadi spoiler bagi sesiapa yang baru nak baca novel ni. Aku just nak recommend ja. You should go buy now! Dijamin best. 

Okay, pertama kali aku tengok novel "Jangan baca novel  ni" waktu aku akhir tahun form3 which is 2012. Haa, my mama was the one who bought me this book. Tengok nama penulis "Ismi Fa Ismail",tak kenal. At first aku takut buku ni menghampakan aku since genre thriller or mystery ni favourite aku. Plus aku dihampakan dengan salah satu buku Fixi. That's why selalu kalau kawan tanya buku apa yang best, aku cadangkan RAM since tak kenal Ifi lagi. To be honest, cover buku tu yang menarik minat aku nak baca. Hitam, penuh misteri and awat tajuk dia "Jangan baca novel ni" menarik aku untuk baca. Even sinopsis dia pun tak macam novel lain, but sinopsis dia kata "Tak percaya, Cubalah". So i did, dalam masa 2 hari aku habiskan buku tu. Mula-mula baca okay..go deeper, makin menarik sampai habis baca buku. The first word aku kata bila habis baca buku tu "Gila la buku ni, tak sangka"So, ni maknanya memang best. Even my mama habiskan buku pertama tu kata dia tak sangka with the storyline. Naik tahun 2013 & 2014 disebabkan sibuk study, jarang pi bookstore so aku tak tau tentang kewujudan sambungan buku ni. Aku tahu pun akhir tahun 2015.. Akhir tahun lagi, Haha, the year which aku dah sambung study. Since aku ambik kos penulisan, aku selalu jugak pergi bookstore kat shah alam, and fate brings us together. But somehow ada dua halangan yang menghalang aku untuk beli buku tu, First tunggu baucer buku, duit kena jimat since study jauh. Second, since aku sorang ja diantara kawan-kawan housemate yang balik cuti naik bas, aku tak boleh nak bawak banyak barang. So, terpaksa sabaq sampai la bulan 4,2016 baru dapat baucer buku. Last-last 1 may aku dapat beli sambungan dia. Since buku tu dah ada setbox, susah aku nak cari yang single book punya, pusing borders dekat sejam cari buku. Nasib ada. The second book dia bagi penerangan untuk apa ja hang tak faham dalam previous book, tapi jangan risau hang tak akan faham jugak sampailah hang baca buku ketiga. The second book aku habiskan dalam kapal terbang while going to Kuching,Sarawak. Buku aku turut terbang dengan aku. The second book boleh tahan la but tak berapa seram. The last one is my favourite.. Kali ni seram dia best, and i like the ending so damn much. Waktu aku baca kesemua novel ni, aku tergerak hati nak tau who is Ismi Fa Ismail. So, i did some research but buku dia ja menyerlah, sapa dia tak dak. Plus how come dia tau banyak benda pasal medical history without doing research (research akan dikepilkan dibahagian bibliography) but lepas baca the last buku i was like.. Now i understand (Ni andaian aku ja, xtau la betul ka dak).. Kalau nak tau apa yang aku maksudkan baca la sendiri. Now aku nak baca novel seruan 1-3 pulak

Note : "Keep on writing Ismi Fa Ismail."

Semester 2

Assalammualaikum,

So, semester 2 has ended. Hooray! Pack your stuff and go back home now! Okay, since English exam has ended, should we continue with English entry. Nah, joking.. no way. Let's go through what had happened in this semester. Okay, even though baru semester dua but dia punya struggle tu kalah ibu yang melahirkan anak. Pergh, payah tu,okay that's why you must respect your mom! Apa benda aku merepek ni, tak dak la struggle sampai macam tu sekali but teruk juga la sebab main fizikal dan mental. Okay, banyak benda yang aku buat sebenarnya, dari yang pernah buat sampai benda yang tak dijangka-jangka akan dibuat. Hah, first of all, semester ni aku banyak luangkan masa bersama skrip, so kena rajin perah otak cari idea, kena siapkan perisai bila idea tak diterima. The first new thing aku buat is skrip traditional. Huh, ambik hang, time ni la setiap angan-angan dan imaginasi hampa diperlukan. Unsur magis, sumpahan semua tu diwajibkan ada la. Pecah juga otak aku fikir crita apa nak buat, tiga kali aku ubah cerita, bila time aku pitching idea, dengan tak diduga lecturer kata "Nice story".Bahagia kejap ja, walaupun cerita dah lawa, lepas tu la hang nak kena reka skrip berjela-jela.. dengan bahasa bangsawan dia. Fuh, then penyiksaan bukan takat tu ja, lepas tu hang kira jadi macam pengurus pentas or director la kot, pilih costume, pentas, latar, nak macam mana, tapi alhamdulillah semua berjalan lancar walaupun pada mulanya aku kena buat sorang2, tanpa partner aku sebab dia sakit, lepas dia baik memang tugas dia la nak menge-check. Kelas hari selasa aku pula, macam-macam aku cuba, dari libatkan diri dalam bidang teater, walaupun menari macam kayu jadi bunga, asalkan aku ada experience biarpun muka aku diconteng dengan makeup, tugasan kedua aku tak banyak tolong sebab aku tak reti karang puisi, last punya tugasan aku berlakon untuk short film. Selalu tgk tv ka youtube, fikir senang ja buat film sekali join, mak aii, dia punya penat tu kalau harini tidur esok mungkin tak bangun. Lol. Lain, aku dapat experience jadi director teater. Fuh, seronok yang amat walaupun kena tebal muka layan perangai kwan2 hang yang tak reti nak bagi kerjasama, but dapat rasa jadi director tu agak seronok la dengan proposal buat sorang-sorang. puas doh. Lagi, aku belajar banyak pasal skrip tv, bentuk2 skrip apa semua tu la. Semester ni juga aku dapat experience kelas berlainan dengan kwn2 aku sebab waktu daftar kos , aku punya kos xdapat isi last2 kelas berbeza, tapi bila kelas berbeza ni la hang baru rasa nak fokus betul2, jujur aku kata aku suka kelas berbeza dengan depa. Haha. Lastly, bergabung dengan budak kos lain, dan cuba kerjasama dengan depa pun susah gak. Nasib ada yang bagus.

Note: Work smart ;)

Ghost?

Assalammualaikum,

Disebabkan semester ni agak padat sampaikan jadual makan aku pun tak teratur termasuk la dengan blog ni, sebab tu no update. Okay, since tengah study week ni boleh la juga nak story mory en. So, the story begin now, dalam dok cuti study ni, aku dengan 3 orang housemate aku ni bercadang tak mau balik sebab 2 paper ja pun exam, tu pun selang sehari punya exam. Kiranya macam hang balik  kg seminggu pastu datang balik stay 2 atau 3 hari pastu balik kg lagi, mau tak rugi, tambah-tambah kami yang dok utara, aku nak balik kena bayar rm50 while kawan aku sorang lagi balik langkawi naik flight dalam 80-100 ringgit. Lain la kawan aku yang lain rumah area selangor jugak. Kay, jauh dah membebel.. orite, actually aku nak cerita pasal aku kena kacau, meremang pulak bulu roma aku, tapi cerita tak seram dan ringkas ja. Cerita dia macam ni, hari jumaat lepas, housemate aku semua dah tido tinggal aku sorang-sorang dok kat ruang depan layan anime, biasa la cuti kan.. So, dalam pukul 3, aku dah habis layan anime tapi tergerak hati nak masukkan gambar dalam gallery fon kat laptop, disebabkan banyak, ambik masa lama la jugak, dalam dok tunggu dia loading aku boleh pi melayan perasaan kat balkoni, sapa ja tak suka angin malam, tapi peristiwa tak jadi kat balkoni pun, lepas aku masuk kunci pintu balkoni, aku duduk balik kat meja, tiba-tiba aku dengar bunyi cakar kat kotak. Kotak tu housemate aku punya dia kumpul botol air dalam kotak tu, and kotak tu ada belakang aku. Mula-mula aku cuak la juga, mau taknya, hang sorang-sorang pastu bunyi pulak kat ruang yang sama dengan hang. Selalu kalau benda tu nak main dia main kat atas tarik-tarik meja kerusi. Kali ni lain macam, aku buat cool ja fikir yang ada cicak ka tikus, pastu terfikir pulak mana ada cicak cakar bunyi kuat nak mampus, fikir tikus pun tak logic sebab rumah aku mana ada tikus. Dah habis fikir, aku tutup kipas, jalan cepat-cepat masuk bilik, aku masuk bilik dia berhenti main. So, tu ja la.. Hambar, macam seramshit la pulak. haaha. Okay, ada lagi satu cerita, ni baru berlaku semalam. Kalau sapa-sapa yang stay puncak perdana, dia tau la sebelah uitm ada apartment resak,apartment tu ada swimming pool so biasalah kalau student pi swimming kt sana. Since study week ni, diploma tak ramai, so aku dengan kwn utara aku tu decide nak mandi pool la malam-malam. While lagi dua tak mau masuk tak tau pasaipa, depa la jaga barang. Waktu dok swimming , aku perasan kawan aku tie, panggil kwn aku yang sorang lagi mcm suruh jaga barang, aku fikir dia nampak bangla ka laki nak lalu, so tak heran la.. pastu aku nampak auntie cina dengan laki bangla ni tapi jarak depa jauh, auntie tu berhenti sambil cakap cina pedia taktau, yang bangla tu jalan pandang dia pelik, lepas bangla tu dah pi, auntie ni jalan la kat belakang kwn aku yang jaga barang tu, sambil cakap sorang-sorang tapi mcm menyeru. Aku jadi cuak sebab fikir dia gila, lepas dia jauh dia patah balik time tu dia pandang aku sampai aku genggam tgn aku pi kt kwn aku sbb takut sangat, waktu dia lepas kami aku dapat tangkap apa dia cakap macam dia cari anak dia "Alyssa, mommy lai" ada lagi cuma yang ni ja la yang aku faham. Waktu aku dengar tu aku rsa lega la fikir anak dia hilang, then tiba-tiba aku fikir "anak dia mesti dah takdak", maaf aku bdk penulisan mmg pemikiran kami macam tu, so bila aku dh fikir macam tu terus naik aku tukar baju , niat nak balik hostel, time nak keluar apartment tu singgah kedai runcit time tu kwn aku nampak dia luar pagar , disebabkan gelap aku tak nampak tapi aku dengar dia cakap mcm dh jumpa ank dia lps dh keluar pagar aku ketegaq nak tengok, even kwn aku kata jangan tgk, waktu aku pandang dia act cakap sorang2 time tu pun aku prasan pak guard pun tgk dia.. Kiranya tekaan aku sah, anak dia dh takdak, nak kata dia gila tak jgk sebab dia kemas sangat , tak layak jadi orang gila. Aku tak berimaginasi sbb kwn aku pun nampak !

Note : "Jangan main malam-malam ! "

Date

Assalammualaikum,

I have been single for 18 years and now it almost 19. I know, people will say " it's still too young to involve yourself in love ". And being single for 18 years old nowadays is rarely to be found. Why ? Well, kids nowadays from kindergarten, elementary school, high school, and university have involve themselves at the very young age in love. Okay, let me tells you why I'm not dated anyone before and even now. This is my opinion and notes for everyone especially girls.

First, i dont get the idea of dating someone at the young age. Well, you still young, go outside and enjoy yourself. Not having broken heart several times at the ages of 13,14,15,16,17 or even younger than that. It's better to break your damn heart getting bad results than crying over someone that you dont even know he or she is your soulmates. Next, i dont get the idea of calling your lover by biy,bae,baby, honey,bunny, sugar, sugarcane, cupcakes? seriously, is your lover a foods or a baby ? If they were, probably i will love them too. Well, if you say they're sweet, try eat candys. 

Spents a lot of money and times for one particular person. Try to make them happy so that they love you more huh? Look, if your lover is a students, then go love their parents cause the money probably from their parents. And how much money and times you have wasted if you broke up with them ? Well, want a long lasting relationship ? Spend time with your friends and family or even yourself. Try to impress your lover is totally wrong especially when you're muslim, i guess you know you cant try to attract someone, You have your dignity right? 

Moreover, i dont get the idea of talking,chatting, texting at the late night. Well,probably you're an owl. Guys, dont you think your body need rest ? Plus, you're asking the same qeustion you ask your friend, so why dont just stay friend ? Okay, it's not you can't be in love or dated anyone, but think twice, is it good enough for you ? Is your relationship gonna end up as a marriage couple or just a tested one.No one like second handed item. Peace

Notes : Love someone who will take you as their soulmate

Encik Mimpi

Assalammualaikum,

Encik Mimpi ? Seriously ? Okay, since i had no other topic to be share to and i feel like updating my blog since it's been a while im not update it. So, hear me out. I'm not a big fan of him plus i only know one song of him. Itu pun lagu aku dengar dari drama tv3. Before that, aku kenal dia pun sebab kawan aku baca blog dia and not me. Gosh, am i that horrible ? Sorry . But i have never thought i gonna meet him. Aku jumpa dia waktu semester 1, waktu ada karnival mega raya dekat stadium malawati, shah alam. Sejujurnya, aku hanya ikut kawan aku since dia dreamers, walaupun banyak lagi artis lain kata sana but since aku bukan jenis minat artis so aku sekadar meneman ja time tu, maka redah la aku dikhalayak ramai disinarkan lagi dengan matahari yang terik. Phew, bila dah bertemu, kerja aku satu ja nak bagi jealous adik aku, hehe. Memang senyap ja perhati kawan aku dalam hati dia faham tak isyarat aku yang sebenarnya aku nak balik tapi usaha aku useless bila dia makin lama dok sembang. Dalam dok perhati , sekali dia promote biskut bapak sedap dia kata sorang laki ni, selamba badak ja laki tu kata dia akan beli biskut Encik Mimpi kalau dia buka topeng dia,  jujur aku kata, boleh nampak ekpresi dia berubah macam dia tak suka bila disuruh buat begitu, kawan aku pun pernah bercerita sebab tu tak terlintas dalam fikiran aku nak suruh dia buka topeng. Dalam hati, aku dok kat booth dia lama-lama nak buat apa ? Nak bersembang pun aku tak tau apa pasal dia, tak pasal-pasal aku interview dia payah pulak. But weird thing is, dia bersembang dengan aku walaupun aku bukan big fan dia or even a fan of him, and he gave an advice on studying. Like seriously? uni aku memang banyak libatkan artis, kebanyakkan artis aku jumpa, takdak pulak yang datang bersembang dengan aku macam dia. The second time aku jumpa waktu semester 2, jumpa dia kat stadium gak, time ada bulatan bazarena, macam dulu, aku masih meneman kawan aku yang dreamer tu, kiranya aku kena tahan matahari terik lagi, bila kami dah jumpa booth dan dia sekali, sejujurnya aku terkejut bila dia kata " eh, macam kenal. kita jumpa kat stadium kan haritu ? " i was so amazed how come an artist can still recognize me even 6 month has past. Time tu, aku dah tak kesah sebab tak tahan terik matahari aku berteduh bawah booth orang, sebelah booth Encik Mimpi, waktu kawan aku asyik bersembang, aku toleh kebelakang dengan niat dia faham isyarat aku sekali lagi, tapi still useless bila Encik Mimpi pun tengok sekali, sekali dia lambai arah aku, memang tak la kalau dia lambai kat aku kan so aku pandang depan tengok ada orang ka depan aku, funny there's no one, toleh belakang balik, dia tunjuk aku pastu kata hai, and i was like  " oh, hai.. " and i heard him asking my friend what my name is.. and suddenly dia kata " ika, jom selfie.. " man, oh crap now i feel like a horrible person, it suppose to be me asking that. Sorry. And still he gave us an advice on studying, and not even a second he mention about his career or ask us to support him. He just so humble and tak sombong, peramah. Plus im sorry i cannot be your fan cause it seem hard for me but i can be your no 1 fan for your cookies, i just hope the chocolate melt  in my mouth right now. Drool love drool.

P/s : I was hoping we did meet for the thrid time. 

Examination Result

Assalammualaikum,

It's friday the 13th of November 2015 ! Okay, friday ? It suppose to be like " Thank god it's friday ! " as known as TGIF. But untuk rakyat jelata uitm yang baru diploma jangan gembira sangat sebab result keluar. Yay ? Okay, sejujurnya sebagai student diploma uitm, separuh hati aku takut nak tau result, dan separuh lagi excited nak tau result. Well, hati manusia pelik kan ? Macam student lain juga, aku pun join sekali tunggu parti pukul 12 malam. dalam dok tunggu lagi 10 minit, result nak keluar. Mesej masuk. 

" Iqa, kau dah check result ? Dh ada kt email. Ataih sekali !" 

Time tu aku rasa bodohnya aku kenapa aku tak check email ja. But still on the other hand. Aku tetap tunggu pukul 12. Bila berita jam 12 berbunyi, maka bermula la misi aku. Macam orang lain, aku pun tengok 2 huruf tu kat hujung " LU".. Alhamdulillah semua lulus, tapi tak bagus sangat la cgpa aku.  Cukup-cukup makan ja kot. But at least i tried for the first time without mistake. Tee hee.

Dalam aku dok tenung-tenung result tu, walaupun sedikit kecewa dengan diri sendiri. Pastu aku sedar something yang sama macam ni. Which mean waktu aku dapat result waktu exam dulu. Kecewa yang sama. But lepas tu aku stand up, aku berjaya dengan usaha. Mungkin result aku dapat ni so that aku stand up lagi sekali. You can do it, Ika !

Note : " You only fail when you stopped trying. "

Chesmate

Assalammualaikum,

For almost 2 months ada kat penang, baru harini nak update. Well, free time banyak but story takdak since asyik duduk rumah ja memang tak la nak story mory. Okay, lets the story begin. 10. November 15. Finally, aku decide nak hangout setelah sekian lama mereput dalam rumah, so aku keluar dengan chess team aku, kiranya junior aku la, walaupun 6 orang ja include me but still i have a great time, wait not so great bila duit melayang-layang. First, of course la wayang will be on the list. 2 jam duduk dalam wayang tu sama dengan 2 jam aku pusing-pusing badan sebab sakit badan duduk lama-lama. Well, the story was nice. The last witch hunter, aduhh Van Diesel. Fall in love lagi sekali. haha. Lepas tu nak decide tempat makan memang k.o la aku sebab dekat Qb memang bukan tempat aku nak pi makan, ni susah bila ada lidah melayu nak jugak pi makan kat gerai pastu sambal belacan wajib ada. Haaha but since yang lain lidah omputih, kita pun gerak ja la makan old town. Lepas makan depa ajak pi karok pulak, tak tau nak pengsan ka nak lari dah,. katanya depa nak tengok dlu harga macam mana, even mahal pun still depa paksa masuk jugak. Im dead. 

Note : No more forcing ! No more karaoke !

Writer

Assalammualaikum,

Semester 1 is down, 4 semester on target. 4 months finishing 1 semester, kinda tough even it is 4 months, still tough. Selama 4 bulan belajaq dalam kursus penulisan artistik, i keep on thinking why did i continued study with this course ? What i have been planning is, 'aku ambik kos ni pun sebab nak sambung degree untuk animasi since dip in animation xdak' but then i realize i kinda like this course, playing with words, understanding words, and words are just beautiful to me. Sampaikan plan nak ambik degree animasi pun aku tukar dengan kos penulisan. Well, kita boleh merancang ja. Dalam tersedar tu, aku teringat what my parents have said , ' dah besar nanti, ika jadi penulis ' and azmil pun ada kata ' nanti dah jadi penulis terkenal..' time tu , words will remain words for me but ucapan tu satu doa, lagi- lagi bila parents cakap. So, yeah.. now I'm stuck with words. Aku mula sedar, aku minat dengan kata-kata bila aku save a lot of poem dalam fon but mostly in English, for me English poem lagi menyentuh, serious. I'm addicted to it, each day aku cari poem and I'll share it and i started to write my own poem too,i got my own book with my own poem tho. And if you realize, i always wrote a note to each entry. Nows on, aku terfikir nak buat buku yeah my own book with my thoughts, macam catatan matlufthi . So yeah, I'm addicted to words more than man .. Haha

Note : ' Be careful with your words. '

Trip to Kuala Lumpur

Assalammualaikum,

Sejak aku duduk Shah Alam, aku rasa aku orang paling jahat sebab tak mintak izin parents aku bila nak pergi Kl haritu, tujuan aku pergi Kl sebab nak melawat galeri untuk final project visual arts. Disebabkan takut lambat balik dan tak dibenarkan masuk dalam kolej , aku pun beranikan diri untuk drive dari Shah alam sampai Kl. So, sewalah kereta Axia dan naik 6 orang macam tin sardin, disebabkan aku yang drive aku tak rasa kena lenyek buat sambal belacan. Haha, like a boss. Tapi boss pun ada tugas lagi penting which is jaga keselamatan penumpang, sejujurnya aku takut sangat sampai aku fikir kalau accident kalau depa tak selamat mampus aku dan kalau boleh ambik nyawa aku instead nyawa orang lain, aku takut sangat that time. Dalam tengah drive, almost masuk kl, masa aku nak masuk line lain, aku terleka sembang sampai aku tak pandang side mirror dulu sebelum masuk, end up lori tu hon aku sampai tutup teliga aku, Time tu, no one knows betapa cemasnya aku sampai rasa nak menangis, time tu barulah ingat parents agar halalkan semua benda dan doakan aku and maafkan aku, tapi disebabkan half way dan nak sampai dah istana budaya aku pun teruskan perjalanan aku walaupun aku dah kecut perut. And finally, sampailah aku kat Istana budaya dan buatlah apa benda nak buat, and time tu aku nak balik cepat-cepat takut gelap sebab aku susah sikit nak drive malam ni but still drive malam. Ada 1 scene roommate aku menjerit dalam kereta sebab housemate aku sentuh dia, dia pulak tak suka disentuh, sampai aku sesat dibuatnya. Dalam hati aku dah macam , nasib tak terbabas aku and nak ja aku turunkan depa sebab buat aku stress masa drive. End up, alhamdulillah, kami selamat pergi dan pulang. 

Muka orang mengantuk tunggu bas rapid and end up naik kereta sewa jugak

I told u, im a boss

Dah sampai destinasi kami.

Sapa2 yang minat arts and nak jumpa artist boleh datang sini

Ni roomate aku, Kurnia

Ni best friend aku kat Shah Alam, tempat aku mengadu dan buli. Thanks for being there for me. Muahh

Note : " Sentiasa minta maaf kat parents sebab mungkin hang tak diberi peluang untuk hidup dah, So be prepared "

2C17

Assalammualaikum,

Dalam menahan kesejukkan kat Library ni, aku rasa nak update blog pasal hostel aku. So, bila masuk dorm, asrama,hostel, rumah sewa mesti ada cerita seram , well i admit it memang ada sampai dari aku tak kisah pasal namanya hantu , sekarang aku rasa dengarlah apa ja dia nak buat, nasib dengar ja. Haha, so entry aku bukan nak cerita pasal hantu pun just nak post gambar my new family and suasana bilik aku sebab aku rasa rumah aku ni comel sangat. Haha.

                                   So, ni rupa rumah aku dari luar. Hostel paling cantik bagi aku

Ni rumah dari dalam rumah aku,  3 bilik, 1 dapur yang x boleh buat apa pn, dan 2 bilik air.

And ni stok makanan aku dalam almari. Almari dipenuhi dengan makanan instead of clothes

See, i told you. Baju aku sikit dibandingkan dengan makanan. Btw, beg tu dah packing nak balikPenang untuk raya haji. Haha.

Towel, sejadah and baldi. I guess hampa nampak tu.

Setiap kali bangun pagi, aku acah-acah snow white panggil burung. Hahah

Katil aku, peneman aku dikala sedih, gembira, mengantuk, layan anime, makan sambil layan anime, buat assignment and so on.

Favourite port housemate aku dan aku sendiri untuk lepak.Balkoni. Kadang-kadang usha orang balik kelas. Menggatal sekali sakala, Haha

Katil aku dibawah dan roomate aku kata aku orang bawahan dia. Sampainya hatimu. Uhuk

Meja aku. Disebabkan meja aku kosong dan berlapik, depa suka guna jadi iron board sampai aku pn tak larat nak kemas. Dah pakai tolonglah kemas balik. Haih, And meja ni jugak la budak rumah lain duduk bila nak buat assignment sampai tengah malam. And meja ni jugak depa nak makan sebabkan bawah kipas. Aku rasa meja depa boleh ja buat semua tu cuma perlu kemaskan ja . And the best part laci aku macam farmasi, sebut ja nak ubat apa. I have it, tak perlu panggil doraemon. Haha.

And this is my 2C17 Family

(Yatie,Kurnia,Mahira,Kak Yan, Kak Ros,Mira and Ain)

Note : " Make friends with everyone but don't trust anyone "

First Semester

Assalammualaikum,

Hola readers, it's been a while I'm not updating my blog. Yes, there's a lot of story to be share, such as the first day i came here, fasting by my own , Hari Raya but unfortunately assignment, classes and all that students thing to be done comes first before free time. So, i spent my free time doing assignment. Yeah, kinda pathetic i guess. So, yeah finally ada saki baki masa terluang, before it's too late baik aku update blog bersawang aku ni. Masa aku jejak kaki kat uitm puncak perdana, to be honest i thought my life has come to an end, why ? i don't know. Just, i guess. So, kalau nak aku ceritakan dari day one until now, which means 1 semester nak habis memang perlukan lebih dari 1 entry. So, i'll make it short. As a freshman, mesti kena hadirkan diri dengan orientasi but dekat UiTM, we call it MDS which is Minggu Destini Siswa, dangar saja dah buat aku benci, well aku memang benci segala orientasi yang melibatkan sesi kenalkan diri dan pasang telinga dengar ceramah, buat kebas punggung ja. So, aku nasihatkan dekat budak-budak yang bakal menjelajahi dunia Universiti ni, bersedialah anda. Nasib seminggu ja hadap MDS, sejujurnya aku benci MDS sebab depa garang sangat sampai makan pun nak kalut, orang yang ada gastrik macam aku, bekalkan lah roti dalam beg sebab jujurnya seminggu MDS, seminggu tu juga aku muntah sebabkan gastrik. Pathetic. Benda paling best about MDS, just mc kami, which is Abg Azam, dia jadikan dunia aku tak seteruk yang disangkakan, so.. Thanks a lot to him. Selepas selesainya MDS, i thought i'm free, but they wont let me go. Dekat UiTM Punca Perdana lain sikit, depa buat Midas which is ' rapat dengan senior semester akhir ' tu definisi depa la, for me, its more kepada torture freshman. Kejam ! So, yeah bagi junior yang nak masuk Puncak Perdana,  fikirlah banyak kali. Seminggu Midas tu memang aku rasa nak bunuh depa sebab malam pertama lepas habis MDS, of course semua nak tidur dengan nyenyak but depa bagi task suruh mintak sign budak part 5 haa, hang cari la nama sorang-sorang mintak sign, tak bara aku dari nak tidur terus tak jadi, merayap cari sign ja malam tu. Err.. cukup sampai sini ja cerita pasal Midas, boleh sakit jantung aku kalau ingat balik. So then, diwaktu yang sama , U aku tengah ada karnival macam tu, which is KaryaOne. Well, its fun .. dapat jumpa artis and buat kerja on the same time. Selepas selesai MDS, Midas, KaryaOne. Hadirlah diriku ke kelas. First class, Introduction to Writing kena buat 10 assignment. Padan muka aku.. Haha, but well im survive sebab tu hampir 1 semester nak habis dah. So, to make it more short, first semester aku boleh dikirakan okay walaupun ada masalah aku kena hadapi tapi bak kata orang kalau takdak masalah muncul kiranya hang tak membesar. That's all from me

Note : " Study smart not study hard "

Rezeki

Assalammualaikum,

6.May.2015, result upu keluar. Ketaq lutut la semua batch 97 since situ la kita nak tau mana nak pi sambung belajar pasni, belok kiri ka belok kanan, reverse, kedepan or even berhenti,or slow down .Sapa tau, rezeki masing-maisng. Including me,mesti la ketaq jugak, cemas tunggu mesej rasa macam kekurangan oksigen but bila mesej masuk. Alhamdulillah, dapat further study kat UiTM,Puncak Perdana,Shah Alam bagi kursus yang sama aku pi interview haritu which is  Diploma in Artistic Writing. Esok tu pulak dapat tawaran masuk KPTM dapat kursus Diploma in Business Management. Hmm, tapi berkenan kat UiTM lagi, mohon awak terima cinta saya ya UiTM, haha. so maybe ke sana la kita. Tadi buat research sikit pasal kursus artistic writing nih, ada yang kata jangan terkejut dapat pensyarah artis,banyak tolong budak kursus theater since nak kena buat dialog kat depa. Bab artis tu rasa macam, alamak, sat lagi tak kenal sapa depa tu, mampus aku. Haha.Okay, lari tajuk jauh dah ni. Rezeki ? rezeki ni bukan pasal makan ja, bila cakap rezeki ja,makan, bila cakap makan ja,rezeki. Haa, bukan lagu tu noh. Rezeki ada dalam banyak aspek. Sambung belajaq ni kira rezeki jugak. So, most of my friends and strangers ramai yang tak dapat tawaran upu and end up everyone macam give up on studying. Kemon guyss, University dalam upu was not the only U in the world after all, there's plenty of it, just pick a place and go for it. There's a choice ! Well, if your results was an excellent result but still tak dapat, maybe bukan rezeki hampa ? Sometime we need to look at the bright side right ? Maybe Allah tengah atur the best path for u . Contohnya even if u're not a University students maybe one day u'll be the boss to the u student .. :)

Notes : " Jangan berhenti kejar ilmu, it's everywhere ! "