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Assalammualaikum,

01.January.2015

Happy new year to peoples all over the world and especially for me. Well, it's a brand new beginning for all of us, so we need to make it a good starting. So,lately i have been thinking about changing my life to something more worth it, maybe ? Haha, tapi nak ubah life nih bukan mudah, rasanya lagi susah dari soalan kbat but yet selagi tak cuba selagi tu tak tau kann.. So, ada dah 1 perubahan walaupun dah buat masa bulan december, which is ' working ' . Sejak dah bergelar ' pekerja ' banyak jugak benda dapat belajar, well, i used to be afraid of peoples once.. tobat, orang cakap sepatah, aku jawab sepatah,but since working, ceq dah boleh bergaul dengan orang tapi rasa takut tu masih ada sikit. Aku yang dulunya memang nak buat kerja dapur pun payah, lani keluar masuk jugak lah dapur tu. Belajar handle duit, well.. since dah bergaji nih kena lah pandai urus kewangan tu, gaji masuk ja record. Lani barulah tau, nak cari duit tu payah,ni baru bujang.. kang dah ada family, rasanya kena buat 2 kerja sehari, shift pagi 1, malam 1. T.T Second, should i have a boyfriend's ? Hahhaha, ni semua salah customer yang tany banyak soalan sampai buat aku membisu tak terkata . " Dah 18,kenalah ada boyfriend " " Awat tak dak boyfriend ? " Setahu aku, masuk umur 18 yang paling penting is boleh tengok wayang movie 18 above punya, tak tau pulak umur 18 kena ada boyfriend dah..Sometime terfikir la jugak, Dulu tak nak bercinta masa zaman sekolah and now dah habis sekolah, pun rasa macam tak nak bercinta sebab dah selesa being single, tapi kadang nak la jugak merasa tapi entah lh, maybe not the right and maybe belum jumpa ' orang yang tepat '. Third, driving license, lani buat amali ja.. pasni, bermaharajalela di jalan raya lh gamaknya :) Fourth, dh berusia 18 ni kena jadi matured ka ? Well, kadang pelik jugak aku perangai kalah budak2, takkan nak jadi budak2 lagi even umur 18 pun? hahha, So, yeah..maybe berubah maybe berubah sekerat jalan .. 

Notes : " You may not always end up where you thought you were going,but you will always end up                  where you are meant to be "